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I MISS YOU.
Posted Sunday, 4 June 2017 // 10:45 pm
 Have you ever thought that it was silly to cry because you were so touched or because you miss someone so badly? Have you ever thought that it was near impossible for that to happen to you? Well, I have and I always have until I met you. I found it stupid and silly and it was probably because I haven’t met someone that’s going to touch my heart the way that makes all the silly things make sense and reasonable. You’re silly but I like you. You can put so much effort into one card and it will still end up looking like a card that took less than 5 minutes. I see your effort and through your words, I see your sincerity. I am nothing magical yet you love me selflessly and treat me like a gem. You try your best not to spoil me yet you give in to me again and again every time I insist on something. The way you love me and the effort you put to show me touched me the way no one else has ever had. You make me feel loved and from then on, I know you’re different and you’re special. I don’t know how you tolerate it when I cry because every time I do, it breaks your heart. I never want to break your heart but my life is so tangled in yours that when you’re not by my side, I feel lost and miserable. Your presence always makes me feel safe and protected and what do I do without you now that I have known you? Seeing you becoming smaller and eventually disappeared from my sight is the saddest, I don’t think I will ever get used to it and I doubt it’s ever going to be easy. Saying goodbye is miserable especially now that I only see you on the weekends and it’s barely 48 hours. I have grown clingy and I never want to leave you. I miss you when you’re not by my side. This kind of “I miss you.” is the kind where no matter how many of your perfume-soaked-t-shirt I keep, it will never help. This kind of “I miss you.” is the kind where I need more than just your scent. I need your presence, your touch, your kisses and your hugs. This kind of “I miss you.” is the worst kind of “I miss you.” It’s easy to cry but because absence makes the heart grow fonder, I guess it is necessary and probably healthy for us too. For that, I will be strong and wait patiently for you to be back by my side again. No matter how long the wait is, I know you will be back by my side again. I know it might be hard for you to fathom this but every time I cry, all I meant to say was, I love you. |
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