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TO: FUTURE ME.
Posted Saturday, 8 November 2014 // 10:25 pm
 I should be writing my resume, I should be doing a ton of important things right now and not here writing away like I'm a carefree lady with plenty of time. But it's okay right? I just find the need to write. I feel the need to write this because how often do we wonder about our futures? I do it all the time, almost everyday. Thinking about my future stresses me and I work awfully well under stress. I did give a thorough thought about my future, I therefore have plans and goals. At least I know I'm going somewhere and not just wandering around aimlessly in life till I lay 6 feet below Earth. I want the future me to look back at now and think, "Hey gurl, I'm proud of you. Because of you then, I get what I have now. Thank you. " Dear Future 30 y/o Joyce, I hope you still have that glowing smile plastered on your face everyday and is living everyday to its fullest. Carpe diem. I guess you're still drinking chamomile tea and eating food that everybody hates. But it's okay, they are still food anyway. I'm very certain you're still in love with potatoes and pizzas and your favourite cuisine is still Thai. Things never change, am I right? Oh my! I pray that you find someone that loves you more than you love yourself. Someone that hugs you tightly even when the thunder made you jumped and texts you at 3 in the morning just to say "I love you" cause he knows you're a light sleeper, you'll wake up and tell him you love him too. Tell him you love him too then scold him for waking you up. I hope he's the one that knows you get so cold so easily your hands will feel like ice but will still hold it no matter what. I hope he understands why you play your music so loud on rainy days and will not yell at you for blasting music. Since you never had much luck with love, I'll pray for you everyday though I doubt it'll work since I'm an atheist that pretty much believe in nothing except myself, there's no one greater to pray to. I apologise if you find no one, buy a studio apartment and 100 cats is cool too. Girl, you're definitely not fat but please still go jog once a month and get some sun kissed glow. I want you to continue to drink tea and read in bed during lazy days and live by the quote "what's meant to be will always find a way." I'm pretty sure you'll still be a cat person if not 10 dogs instead of 100 cats is cool too. Sighs, I really really wish you learn that not everyone is going to be good to you and they all will leave one day. Naive is the adjective you should no longer possess. Your love for plants will grow wild since you have always love the nature. Tell me if I'm right. (grins.) Oh! Remember to go trekking! If your passion for volunteering grows any further I hope you're doing something bigger to make more people smile. You have always been quite a stubborn girl but I'm not too sure if I want you to change since there's pros and cons in it. Just stop trying to do the compete opposite to prove people wrong, we all know you would do it. Something you must continue doing no matter what is, listening to acoustics and covers. They are so damnnnnnn good they need people like you to appreciate it. I know you're afraid of the lightnings and thunders but please continue to love the rain, cold weather has always been your favourite. Do you still jump like a little girl when you're at the beach or when you get your classic $1 ice cream from the ice cream man? You're such a little girl, easily pleased and always have the energy of a little girl. So active. It almost slipped my mind! So, did you attend university in the end? Local? Or somewhere far? I'm dying to know but that will probably take me at least 10 years to know. However, university or not, I sincerely hope you're happy. Your happiness depends on nothing/no one but yourself. I know you can be penniless but still happy, I could not fathom why but you just can. Live up to your name, be happy. I hope your business is doing well and your only worry should only be the ones you love to help but could not reach them. Do overseas community service, you have always wanted it. I hope you still hate pineapples and mushroom that taste like mushroom cause they seriously taste like crap. I promise you I have done my best for the past 30 years. Please don't hate me. Yours sincerely, Only 18 |
Joyce. I'm a walking sunshine and I blog about everything and anything under the Sun. And, I might have a slight obsession with Jigsaw puzzles, Snow globes and Stars. twitter // tumblr // instagram mejor que todos.  Achieve.
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