❝ Chase your dreams ❞
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Posted Saturday, 19 October 2013 // 11:39 am

Recently just started first week of school. Maybe I'm too used to lazing in bed, school is really a torture for me. Stay awake during lessons is so difficult. Constantly looking at the door, wanting to dash out of it. Sounds crazy but it's true.

The worst lesson of the week would be law and the better one would be law too. HAHAHA! Irony, isn't it? 4hours of law with a boring teacher is really hell. But the bright side is, I have my friends! I had fun with my friends during law though 80% of the time, none of us is listening. They kept me going for the whole week. Help me through these boring and sometimes, pointless lessons.

Friends are most probably the reason why I am able to survive school and with the help of food, I actually love school. My friends play a very big role in my life. Though they tease me a lot, imitate the way I talk, complain I'm annoying I know they still love me. When I'm in my own world, high on glucose they tolerated me and stayed by my side.

Till today, I'm really glad for everyone that stayed and never leave. Being my friend is tough. Really tough. Having to constantly put up with my nonsense and bear with my embarrassment, they are really a bunch of awesome people. Because I might not even be able to put up with myself.... Thank you friends, for accepting me for who I really am.

two of me will drive the world crazyyy.

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what's mine is mine.
Posted Thursday, 10 October 2013 // 11:41 pm
Human's nature- greedy, selfish and lie.

No one is a saint in this world. We all crave for more and more and more. There are things we hate to share. And at some point of time of life, we all lie.

Cravings, need satisfaction. We will always want more. More money, more love, more food, more freedom, more time.... You earn $6/h, you wish you are earning $8/h when some people out there don't even have a job. You get bread, you wish for steak when there are people actually starving. Freedom, we all wanted more when some people have none. You get 24 hours a day, those lay underground have none.... You get a hug, you want a kiss and when you get a kiss, you wanted more. Will we ever say it's too much? Too much of everything? We all have too much of one thing but that one thing, some people long for it and have none. Greedy. Are you? For something? I am greedy for love and attention. I can never get enough of it. Having someone that loved me deeply, I wanted more and maybe that was how I lost it all. I lose what I love. Once I love, I want more. Will we ever change? I doubt it. Working just to earn a living? Not quite true, we want to be as rich as we can and live luxuriously. QWERTY keypad phone to touchscreen phone, desktop to laptop to tablet? We wanted more. More user friendly, more portable, more efficient and more appealing. We can never be satisfied. Never. It's always too small, too big, too ugly, too.... Never perfect in our eyes, we tend to pick out the flaws in everything.

We are all selfish. Yes we all are. I am. You are. There is something we all hate to share. Phone? Bed? Food? Money? Someone? Well, I hate sharing my limelight and people. What's mine is mine, I like it this way. When it comes to someone I love, I hate sharing. I only want them to myself, I want all their attention and body..... Sharing is never my forte. Food lovers hate to share their food. Clean freak hate to share their saliva. Some hate to share their credits, clothes or even spaces.... What is it that you can't share? There must be something. Because if people are actually selfless, they will be more equality. No poor. More peace. But sadly, no. Countries fight for land. Poor people are still poor.

Charity and volunteering, needs to be encouraged. Time and money are what most people hate to share. After all, time is money they go hand in hand. More time means earn more money. But more money doesn't mean more time, so what's the point?
Money can buy medicine but not health.
Money can buy house but not a home.
Money can buy education but not knowledge.
Money can buy things to make you happy but not happiness.
And how long can that thing make you happy?
Ice cream might make you happy now but 10 years later will it still  make you happy if you have no one to share it with you?

However, I do believe no one is born bad. There is something good in everyone. We are just influenced by our surroundings and changed by the people and things we know. There's still sunlight in lives, pet lovers, volunteers and generous philanthropist. Have a little faith in mankind, maybe?

A small act of kindness goes a long way

Demons- Imagine Dragons

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Maybe it's fate.
Posted Thursday, 3 October 2013 // 11:07 am

“People come, people go – they’ll drift in and out of your life, almost like characters in a favorite book. When you finally close the cover, the characters have told their story and you start up again with another book, complete with new characters and adventures. Then you find yourself focusing on the new ones, not the ones from the past.” - Nicholas Sparks,The Rescue

Have you ever wonder why people you know become someone you used to know? And all the day and night messages become nothing? It just stopped and no one knows why..... How can people you used to know so well, from what they are doing daily to what they had for dinner, just become strangers all of a sudden? Maybe one of us gave up and the other didn't make the effort to keep it going, maybe we got bored of them, maybe, maybe, maybe.

Every relationship/friendship has their own story..... How it started, how it fair and how it ended. Sometimes I stop making the effort to start a conversation because I feel that if you want to talk to me, you will text me. And sometimes, the result wasn't so pleasant! Nothing. Message you're trying to send across, received loud and clear. You didn't want to talk to me but was merely entertaining me.... I get it. I'm not the most interesting girl, not the prettiest or sexiest. I understand. I will understand why I didn't hear from you but it still will hurt.

We all want someone to be there for us, no matter what happens, but face it! When you say someone, you don't mean just anyone. Someone you want, someone you love and someone you care about and wish they care about you too. We want that someone, not just anyone. We end up taking that anyone for granted and when they decide to leave, you wonder why. Don't keep pushing people away thinking they'll always be there for you because someday, they might just leave and never come back.

Nothing last forever, you don't, neither do I, not even relationships! Married couples can end up divorced and bestfriends can end up as enemies. You think you last forever? In the end, we all die, decompose and turn into nothing. Nothing except memories. We don't last forever, don't expect people to stay forever in your life. 

When they are no longer in your life, it just means their fate with you ends here. What's meant to be, will be. You can drift away for years but if it's meant to be, you'll find your way back to each other. Holding on might only cause more pain than having a happily ever after. People go, but live goes on. 

Letting go might land you on someone better.

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And you will have no regrets.

Joyce.

I'm a walking sunshine and I blog about everything and anything under the Sun. And, I might have a slight obsession with Jigsaw puzzles, Snow globes and Stars.

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mejor que todos.



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